| i don't get it..seriously...why would all the people around ask this as the first question when they find out that you are working already....
HOW IS THE PAY? wth....
what has that gotta do with them???does it matter that how much I am earning right now???
well..fuck off...seriously dont get it...if you think you know how much is my pay now then why bother asking me again??
just as long as i am liking what i am doing now so why bother bout the pay?pay is not everything..you might be earning rm10k per month but you suffered a lot at work so what is the point of earning that much?
i dont deny the fact that the pay plays a role in choosing a job but it is not that IMPORTANT when you can get to learn things from it...grrr....
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| wow...it has been a year since i last came in here and blog. The last time i blogged here was back in uni and in the UK...and now???a 360degree change...i am in the working world now and i am in MIRI now!oh gosh!i still havent change my habit of inserting ..... in between my lines. Not easy to change it.
Well..to begin with...what happened...hmm let me see. My initial plan was to go Singapore to get an engineering job after me quitting the banking job in Kuching. So ticket was bought. A one way ticket. But at the same time I was butt itchy enough to go apply for some jobs in Miri here. And the next thing i know i got a phone call interview 1 week before my due date to go Singapore. I was in dilemma. Why on earth that I am always in dilemma when it comes to decision making. darn! I was pointing out the pros n cons of both side and I made the decision to accept the offer in Miri here. Hence here I am now! gotta be honest I didnt know what to expect before and when I got here. I have no relatives here. Friends limited. And not forgetting my workplace is like out of no where! its a SHIPYARD!
I was quite nervous when I first got here. I figured oh well, I survived 2years outside alone and I should be able to do this as well. Afterall this is my decision for coming here. So no regrets aye? Well for an update, I am still surviving here. Colleagues are alright at the moment. Superiors are good at the moment. Afterall I have only been here for a week. We shall see whats more to be offered for me here.
other than that, I absolutely miss Kuching!darn!!!I know I always say i want to get out from Kuching. But if you are comparing Kuching and Miri? Definitely Kuching. Most probably its because I dont have a car here. I think? But I dont mind not having a car in KL or Singapore. I think it's just Miri. LOL...no offence to Miri..but yea...maybe things will get better later.
On another totally irrelevant topic...i think i am totally obsess with the weight problem. This has got to stop. But I dont know how to stop it. urgh! I dont eat much for my meals but I always have those cravings. This is not good. urgh!dont know dont know!
I think my mind needs to be focus somehow. The relationship topic is totally out from my mind. I gez....hahaha..But I am stil a girl. I have to admit it does come across my mind at times. It makes me wonder why other girls have no problem in looking for the right one. I realised, You dont have to be SUPERB pretty to have a boyfriend. You really dont. Being pretty is just a plus point. Not an essential. But being the typical girl you really cant help it to feel/think being pretty does help. Sometimes being simple minded and not so complicated will really helps alot. But I really am not that kind of girl. I am not willing to change it just for the sake of getting a boyfriend. I cant.
I keep wondering how am I suppose to keep my interest in my work. I dont know...there are a lot of things that I dont know. Sigh...
well.....my work...
I am proud to say that I am a quality assurance engineer. LOL...not official yet tho..hahaha..so I cant assure you the ship's quality yet.hahaha...i dont know what else to say....really dont.
I am just blogging here because I have nothing else to do here in the quarters. URGH!
LIFe sucks!
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| i forgot when was the last time i actually come in here and blog or even to check on it..it just slipped away from my mind..a lot have happened during this period of time... i've been back to my hometown Kuching...and now im on my way back to Uk again...met lots of new people there..learnt few things..spend quality time with family...plan has changed as well.. kinda lazy to elaborate on all of it..hahaha..dont really know where to start as well... all i know is im dead bored.. |
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| i never ever gonna take emirates and getting through all this transiting process again..it is so blardy tiring!im absolutely shattered now..stucked in the dubai airport now...not knowing what else to do...nothing to do also..shop?no more money..so cannot..omgg..i am boreddd....how on earth i am going to spend 5more hours till my boarding time..hopefully no more delay...ohh goshhh.!!!!!!!!!!!! i have graduated!!!!!!!!!!!wooOHOOO!!!!!!!!!BEng in Mechanical Engineering with Honours..wohOO!!!>..no first class la.. |
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| yes...the 22..i am already 22..what am i doing now?basically i am sitting in the living room watching some british show..and listening to Number 1..the song that i have been searching for few days. on the other hand i totally got hang on to playing Nintendo Ds Lite..hahaha...i have been downloading few games into it. i reckon it is something that is not bad to do when you are really dead bored. afterall i need to find something to do while transittin 9freaking hours in the Dubai airport. not sure what we are going to do there. i am so bored here now. cant bring myself to sleep because i dont really want to wake up early tomorrow morning not knowing what to do. at the moment i am just waiting for the time to go back home!!!!!! but i know i am going to complain wanting to come back here again within the next few weeks while i am in kuching.i know me..i know myself too well i think. i cant stop myself from snacking!!what the hell!!!!i need to stop!!!cookies from Marks n Spencer is totally yummy!!worth every penny of it!!!tomorrow i am going to try the croissant...lets see if it is as yummy as the cookies.. result was suppose to come out yesterday. blardy hell made me couldnt really sleep for it. woke up super early for it but only to find out that it is not out yet. apparently it will only come out on the day i am flying..16th june..Tues..another restless night for me..i absolutely have no idea what i am watching on the tv...some stupid British show i guess...not really focusin on the screen as well...i am typing away...trying to get this post as long as possible because i wont have anything to do if i am done bloggin!!!oh gosh!!! i suppose i should try to sleep early???dont really know what is there to do while i am back in kuching tho..i would want an escape to KL tho...initially i wanted to do hair extensions here..but only to found out that it is freaking 180pounds and above! lasting for 3months with proper maintenance..wth!!!it is so blardy expensive...can get it cheap in China i think...or taiwan..lol...if only...oh well.... i think my luggage should be overweight for all the stuffs that i am going to bring back. but really it is not alot..i dont think so at all...not sure...few reminders for myself..still need to get stuffs for a few people... a t shirt em..what else..maybe another top???not sure...we will see about it....i am going to London on saturday...we will see what else r there to grab...more food??oh gosh!!!!!!! i think i seriously got nothing to blog about .....chioz~! |
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